Sat, 04/09/2005: Kiss me arse
ntah arrr.. tetiber tah wat ayat kat atsa tuh as tajuk. ntah arrr.. nie ditujukan khas kat ppn yg aku kenal yg cam berlagak jual mahal kot. Cam igt aku nak ngorat dorg jer. Aku cumer nak wat member jer. Nak jager relationship konon my ass arr wei. Sambil tgh berangan nie.. aku tgh usha bebudak nie prektis dikir for international dinner. hhmmm.. byk kenangan gak arr bende nie. hhmmm.. agak2nyer budak tuh turun tak nnt? kalo duduk semeja ngan dier lagik, mesti miracle tak igt. (ceh2 bajet cam serendipity arr konon) jauh lagi arr kot. hmmm.. tgh bosan2 nie nak cakap aper lagik ekk? xder kot.
Tue, 12/04/2004: ganbatte mimasu
hello everibodi... as the name says above. there's no such phrase exist in japanese as "I'll try to do my best." It should be I'll do my best, for eg. "ganbaru zo!!!." Nevertheless, ganbatte mimasu what i'm doin now. Trying my best to do my best to study, but still fail. This 321 is so fuckin nonsense to me. there's this website, the webmaster is a guy that is in the same class as me. he said that he accomplished a lot of things, either in academics or extra-curricular. tp kan, dlm otak aku, aku pon ader banyak aku nak accomplish b4 aku grad, tp sumer nyer x der kene mengena ngan academics or extra-curricular. Aku raser banyak kot gak da accomplish. Antaranyer tgk melayu menang intra-mural setelah 4 tahun aku dok sini. selamer nie, melayu jer dok kene belasah, tp kali nie, kiter plak blasah dier maser final. Sweet victory siot. Eventhough aku dok sidelines time tuh pon da cukup. Mungkin goal aku last skali is nak Case menang midwest thn nie. Bosan gak da kot, asik2 tgk zuhri dok angkut winner's medals kat pentas. (Harap2 xder budak pedu bacer nie) Aku raser kiter bleh kot.. bleh nyer arrr... yoshhh... aku pun kene usaha gak.. M W F jogging!!!!! 1/2 jam sehari pun cukup....
Btw, nie dier result kat pre-midwest dr padi nyer site. Ari tuh kiter dpt #3, tp aku tgk, patutnyer kiter bkn kat 3, tp 4. camner tuh? dorg kesiankan pengunjung ker?
Padi FC vs OSU: 5-0
Padi FC vs UIUC: 6-0
Rebong FC vs SBU: 2-2
Anak Ayam FC vs Rebong FC: 3-2
Anak Ayam FC vs SBU: 1-3
UIUC vs OSU: 1-3
Rebong FC vs UIUC: 4-0
Padi FC vs SBU: 2-1
Anak Ayam FC vs OSU: 5-3
Rebong FC vs OSU: 3-2
UIUC vs SBU: 0-3
UIUC vs Anak Ayam FC: 0-0 not played
Padi FC vs Rebong FC: 7-3 penalty
SBU vs OSU: 4-6 penalty
| Teams | W | D | L | G | GA | GD | Pts |
| Padi FC | 5 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 4 | 19 | 15 |
| SBU | 2 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 11 | 2 | 7 |
| Anak Ayam FC | 2 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 11 | -2 | 7 |
| Rebong FC | 2 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 7 |
| OSU | 2 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 18 | -4 | 6 |
| UIUC | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 16 | -15 | 0 |
Mon, 03/14/2005: Alexander the Great
bebaru nie baru tgk movie alexander the great. ntah arrr.. biaser jer kot... tak cam inspiring sgt pon.. aku tgk citer tu pon sbb alexander the great itself bkn sbb pelakon ker aper, or reason yg lain, ehh.. mungkin macam org len pon samer gak. b4 aku tgk citer nie, aku dgr ramai jer kutuk pasal dorg portray yg alexander the great nie gay n aper sumer. tp aku raser tuh kan.. bkn nyer gay sgt. aku raser arrr.. ader arr kot dlm citer tuh di over kan skek, tp bg aku tak salah menyayangi lelaki lebih dr ppn or lebih dr isteri kiter. especially biler laki tuh kiter kawan dr kecik lagik. die yg lebih "been there for you" dr isteri kiter. Aku pon skang baru sedar.. yg kiter ditipu ngan arus zaman skang yg mendefinisikan sayang laki tak boleh.. kalo wat camtuh gay. Aku raser tak... zaman rasulullah (saw) dier pon sayang sahabat2 dier. n pada pendpt aku arrr.. syg dier pada sahabat dier tak langsung krg dr sayang dier dr isteri2nyer, sama taraf sayang dier. lgpun kalo dlm islam, kan pergaulan ngan ppn limited. So, kpd sesaper yg jaga pergaulan die ngan ppn, pasti kalo nak mengadu sumer, mesti ngan laki. banding ngan skang nie.. aku raser.. kalo ngadu kat laki cam tak best, kene ader the opposite sex sbg tempat mengadu baru best. tak aci nyer.. aku raser nak ubahkan konsep pemikiran camni arrr. in context citer alexander tuh, aku raser tak salah dier sayang member baik dier tuh.. sbb dier dr kecik da bersamer n been there for him, sampai dier mati. dlm perang, dorg protect each other. tuh arrrr yg di katerkan a true brotherhood. satu lg point, even dlm bushido (the way of the samurai) konsep respect and honor dorg lagi tinggi dr org cam kiter. where bushido is built on a strong relationship between laki, excluding ppn, where they are prepared to sacrifice and swear to honor their sworn brothers. So why disgust kalo kiter raser kiter rapat sgt ngan laki lain, kalo dier tuh member kiter thru thick and thin. therefore... there's nothing wrong kalo kiter sayang member laki kiter. the fuck aku semangat nie.. sajer jer kot tanak org tgk kiter rapat sgt ngan laki len n trus org anggap tuh gay.
Wed, 12/04/2004: Series of Unachieved Love or whatever the hell that is
Aper yg aku cuber cakap kat atas tuh is 'cinta tak kesampaian.' Saper tau ayat tuh dalam English aku blanjer. Asal ari nie sampai 2 citer aku tgk pasal cinta tak kesampaian. First, citer Band of Brothers Episode Bastogne. Citer arrr pasal Dr nie.. sibuk rawat org2 kat frontline saner sini. Pastuh ader skali nie dier kene gi tempat refuge sbb tak cukup kemudahan for surgeon n at the same time nak carik plasma and bandages, sbb da abis. Biler dier sampai tempat nie, dier jumper arr nurse nie. Tp aku raser nurse nie yg cam tertarik ngan dier. N mamat Dr nie aku raser cool jer, cam cakap aper yg patut, walopun nampak cam nurse nie cam minat kat dier. Cam ade gak chemistry between them. So, pastuh, coincidentally, Dr nie gak slalu arrr kene hantar wounded soldiers gi tempat refuge tuh, n kalo dorg terserempak antara satu sama lain dorg akan tegor. Tp biler baru jer cinta nak berputik, pompuan nie mati, sbb German gi bom bandar Bastogne. Biler Dr tuh sampai kat tempat refuge tuh, dier ternampak scarf nurse tuh kat kawasan ruins. Dier amik. Pastuh, biler dier gi balik frontline, ader member dier cam ader deep cut kat tangan. Dier nak bandage, tp kebetulan kain yg tinggal hanya scarf nurse tuh jer. Dier terigt nurse tuh, dier cam dalam hati aku raser tanak guner, tp biler dlm war, kene realistic gak arrr... takkan arrr sbb love sumer tanak tolong member yg mungkin mati kalo tak tolong. So, dier ngan berat hati, dier kerat dua scarf tuh, simpan other half, and bandage member dier other half. Lagi satu, Initial D, ader ppn nie yg kater her knight in shining armor is the one yg drive FD n bleh kalahkan dier biler race. Last2, pompuan nie jumper racer yg samer keter cam dier n mmg sebiji arr figure aper yg dier nak pader laki n jugak dapat kalahkan dier. Tp dier kalah cam sekejap gituh, so tak sempat arr ppn tuh nak cakap.
Wed, 12/04/2004: sore ga aideshou
sore ga ai deshou (It is love?)
yasashisa wa tokidoki, zan koku dakara
motomeru hodo, kotae wo miushinau
ameagari no machi, niji ga mierunara
ima, arukidasou, nanika ga hajimaru
kimi ga irukara, asu ga arukara
hitorikiri ja ikite yukenaikara
konna ni, chikaku ni kanjiru, sore ga aideshou
namida no kazu mo, itami mo kimi wa shitterukara
sukitoorisouna me no naka ni, tashika na imi wo sagashite
egao mitsuketai.
English:
Kindness can be cruel from time to time...
...so the more you seek after it, the more you lose the answer.
If you can see a rainbow in the city after a rain...
Let's start to walk; something is about to begin.
Because you are here, and there is tomorrow...
And I cannot live alone.
So this feeling of you being near me...that must be love.
You know of the number of tears I have shed, and pains I have gone through...
So let me search for a definite meaning in your clear eyes,
Because I want to find a smile.
A song from my most favorite short anime series. It's just plain simple, yet so hillarious, unlike FLCL. Oh.. by the way, it's Full Metal Panic Fumoffu aka Full Metal Panic 2.
Wed, 12/01/2004: Naruto Gekitou Ninja Taisen 3
Finally.. i fel like i wanna write... but actualy, i dunno what to write, but i just wanna write, wtf? ahaa.. received the naruto Gekitou Ninja Taisen 3. I daresay that this is the best Naruto game ever yet. Better than Naruto Hero 2, the one on the PS2, it's cell animated and 3D, and the best anime depiction.
Tue, 10/30/2004: So Much To Say
Damn... it's really really been a while since I last update this entry. So many things to say. my West Coast Trip? Awesome, my The Corrs concert? though I went alone.. it was still great. And I didn't even know that Sharon Corr has such a nice voice. She sang No Frontier. I just realized that I don't have that song in mp3 list.
I think I need to keep up in updating my entry cuz I dun wanna my good memories fade away just like that. It's really easy to forget all the happy memories, but it's hard to forget all the painful, and sorrowful memories. Like today, I felt like all the world is turning down on me. and I regret for not noting down my happy memories before, so that they could cheer me up on a time like this. To feel sorry for u'rself is to admit defeat. I won't admit defeat. I wanna be strong, no matter how alone I am, I won't give up. Yeah yeah.. some people have somebody to turn onto when they're feeling down. Unlike me, there's no one, NO ONE! I'm not gonna make a big fuss out of this, but I will pull this thru.
Tue, 8/3/2004: AC Milan vs Chelsea.
Just arrived from Philly. Man... I just still couldn't believe that I really saw Shevchenko with my own eyes. I've been admiring him since the moment he transferred from Dynamo Kiev to AC Milan. It took a while for me to find him, since he has long hairs. If I had recognized him sooner, probably the pictures of him could be more from the front instead from the back. He didn't disappoint me by scoring a late winner for the AC. Here are the pictures.
Sat, 7/31/2004: The Launch
what's up Cleveland!!! today is the day for the launching of Shiro Kuro v2.5. I love y'all out there....
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